I love chillies <3

Hehehe...This will be my third post for today..I have been collecting many ideas to be poured on this blog since my study week.But, I have never got a chance to write about them.Below is one of those..

I really really love eating chillies or chili (US)..(cili padi ka cili besar kah..semua aku telan..hahaha)

I got objections from many people for this eating habits of mine especially my mom. She is worry that I will get certain illness for the excessive consumption of this favourite delicacy of mine especially the risk of suffering from appendicitis.

Apart from my mom, my bf also objected. He got a really unique reason for that.hehe...One day, I went to the cafe to have my meal and I saw chillies floating inside the soy ketchup. What a temptation!! But I manage to resist from putting it onto my plate after thinking about what my bf just said. The next day, I'm off with that, continue eating joyfully..Well, it is so addictive..I'm helpless!

My report..

I have finished 7 out of 8 of my exam for this semester. The last one will be on this Monday. A three-unit-subject.The day after the last exam,it will be the time that I finally can go back HOME!!

I have left this blog without significant input for such a long time.I will start talking now..haha..

First, I will talk about my worst paper among these 7 that I have gone through. It is the Pharmaceutical Biotechnology paper. Couple of hours before I go for the exam, my brother called and he told me that his motorcycle has been stolen the night before. During the exam, I'm thinking about him a few time.It's so unfortunate! The event is a nightmare for him.

The red motorcycle has been stolen in Shah Alam

Everyting is up to me actually. I shouldn't have thinking too much in such condition. Your emotion is up to you to control. It is your own responsibility to handle. No matter how hard your situation is, it is up to you to handle. We can't just simple blaming other for ruing your "mood" because the one who responsible maintaining the mood is YOU! You are the one who should figure out a way to not thinking too much about it. It can be done by distracting your mind with another thing instead of thinking about something that seem to be never ending.

I admit that I used to be a hot-tempered person. But I will only show the true me to somebody that I closed to. It seems unfair right? It really is. I believed that it happens to most of us.Why? Because when we know the person well, we are convinced that they will not do something bad to us or even abandon us although we shout at them. This is also an evidence that shows that human is full of hypocrisy.

Something happens to me these few days. I hate "someone" when she makes too much noise while I'm studying. She likes dropping her pen hardly on the table over and over again while she is studying, maybe she is thinking or something, or it is too spontaneous for her to even realize what she is actually disturbing someone. Sometimes, she also purposely drops her books on the table, keys and everything that can really makes a really loud noise.Loud enough to disturb me. It is really uneasy for me to stand that. I'm really shocked every time she did that. I can feel my heart is beating hard, finally I realize that I have lost tract of what I just read at the time.

I need a quiet place to study. I wish that I could be like everyone else who can works on their brain while listening to loud music. I never told her about this. Why? Because I'm afraid this will hurts her and I simply can't accept the possible bad outcome especially during the crucial time like this (exam week). Does it makes me a fraud for smiling at her, and chatting with her even though I'm not really into her behavior?

One more exam to go...Wish me luck!

Around my hostel...

Notices/reminders around my hostels....I was really shocked when I saw the first one below..

Evil Ikin

Few days ago, my mom called.She said that she miss me. She only called for less than 5minutes. She cried at the end of conversation when she asked me to do something for her in the future. For sure, I will work in my hometown after graduating from USM. Nowhere else better than my own hometown.. Huhuhu...

I miss my home and I miss my mom. She told me to study hard and to do the best. But I think that I'm not really doing what she really hope for. Not really studying that hard here. Besides, I rather waste my credit top up for something else rather than calling my own mom to know her condition.

I'm glad that her hypertension has gone. Alhamdulillah.

I'm really missing my home.....Miss my brother. Miss my mom..My dad.. My sis..My pet fish..

My bro

Huh..my laptop crashed.I don't even have a single photo of my mom.

It has been 4months since the last time I be at my home....Be patient ikin! 1 month more to go...Just 1 month left! Just for your info, I already bought 17Nov flight ticket home.A day after my last paper for this semester exam.I miss my home.....

Nothing significant here...

Been thinking to update this blog few times, but I just can't .I'm not really in the writing mood while the internet line is great.When I finally want to write, the internet goes off. Nothing feels alright these few days.

Today's quotation:
"If you don't like something change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain."Maya Angelou

I'm dying asking someone to change a small habit of his but he is not interested. Already begging him for almost 2 weeks, but he just won't listen. At last, I gave up! Trying to change the dislike, to be something that I like, at least something that I have no offense of. Just like the above quote.

Past few days, I finally knew there's also other person that have same problem with me. All these days, I thought I am the one who care too much or being too sensitive. I do cried for this small matter in front of a friend before. Haha!! Now, I realized that the way I feel is a normal thing.

I laughed a lot in today's English class. Especially when the seniors present a forum with "Money can buy happiness" as their topic. They do have sense of humour.

Sometimes, I feel that I shouldn't know things too much. When you have the knowledge, you can't withdraw it from your mind, or acting like you don't know. It is better to know what you should know and don't bother to know something that you shouldn't. Being the innocent little girl is a lot better......

****Am I forcing myself to accept something that I really can't ?? Currently, I'm just looking forward for the outcome.