I'm thinking back the moment when I was still in relationship with my ex. He dedicated many love songs to me. Sometimes he sang for me, sometimes he just gave me the title of the song and ask me to listen to the song. He said, "this song is for you". All the songs have really romantic lyrics that will definitely melt everyone's heart.
Now, I'm reminiscing the moment and realizing how naive I was to fall for all that. Songs are just words with music that sometimes have magical touch to it. It makes everyone go crazy and can listen to it over and over without feeling bored. People dedicates song, but they just mean to dedicate some part of the lyrics, not all. The worst is, they don't really mean any of the words inside the lyric. They just dedicate just for fun or just to show off that they knew some new songs..perhaps!
Anyway, I still love listening to love songs. :-p
March 1, 2010
February 8, 2010
The weekend
Saturday night, my 3rd senior SMSed me, she told me that our 4th year senior to take us for dinner at Sunday night. The location will be at Gee Tom Yam at 8pm. As planned, I went there with my junior, Ainina. My 3rd year senior SMSed me at the very last minute, and told be that she can’t make it.
I feel a little bit uneasy, because I am not that close to my 4th year senior. I seldom meet her. And now she is the one whose buying us dinner..huhu...But the good thing about this is, finally I have a chance to pay her my debt.hihihi..I still not paying my share ringgit for last year convacation gift for my super senior.I know it is terrible. But the problem is, I hardly meet her.
My 4th year senior is going to leave USM Penang to go for practical at USM Kubang Kerian, Kelantan. That’s mean, she will only come back during her graduation. I wish that I were closer with her. I realized that, when people is leaving, that’s when everyone started to regret for not spending more time or be closer with that person. This how human is like.hmmmm.....
Malam Citrabayu is quite a success. But something still need to be improved especially in satisfying the needs of students from other university. This includes their place to stay, their transport, food and etc. Before the event, we lack of cash. All sponsor is inside the USM treasurer account. To take out every ringgit is not easy. You need lots of letters, receipts and time.Although those are PERSIS’ money. Some committees have to use their money first to make this event a success. Thanks to them. The event went great.
My work as a secretary is not over yet…..I’m still writing letter although the event is over.fuhhh...
I feel a little bit uneasy, because I am not that close to my 4th year senior. I seldom meet her. And now she is the one whose buying us dinner..huhu...But the good thing about this is, finally I have a chance to pay her my debt.hihihi..I still not paying my share ringgit for last year convacation gift for my super senior.I know it is terrible. But the problem is, I hardly meet her.
My 4th year senior is going to leave USM Penang to go for practical at USM Kubang Kerian, Kelantan. That’s mean, she will only come back during her graduation. I wish that I were closer with her. I realized that, when people is leaving, that’s when everyone started to regret for not spending more time or be closer with that person. This how human is like.hmmmm.....
Malam Citrabayu is quite a success. But something still need to be improved especially in satisfying the needs of students from other university. This includes their place to stay, their transport, food and etc. Before the event, we lack of cash. All sponsor is inside the USM treasurer account. To take out every ringgit is not easy. You need lots of letters, receipts and time.Although those are PERSIS’ money. Some committees have to use their money first to make this event a success. Thanks to them. The event went great.
My work as a secretary is not over yet…..I’m still writing letter although the event is over.fuhhh...
January 31, 2010
Telling you something although you don't want to listen
Previous night, I chatted with my brother through YM. He told me that he is chatting with his "scandal". He started photo sharing and showed me a picture of him and the girl. He said that the girl is his senior and she can't be his girlfriend because she is 2 years older than him, some age as me!I used to my brother.. I wonder when will my brother have real love towards girls. As far as I know, he just playing around and will accept anyone that interested in him or any girls is beautiful whom he can show her off in front of his friends.hmmm........
My friend slept in my room last night because it's too late when we finally decided to stop discussing about our lab report last night.It has past midnight. She lives at Tekun but she is too sleepy to walk back to her hostel. This morning, I woke up early because I got Taekwondo grading test today. The bus will depart at 8.15am from Sungai Dua gate.That's mean I have to walk to Sungai Dua since it's Sunday and no commuter bus service today. My friend performed her solat at my room and after she finished, she asked me for Al-Quran. Reciting Quran has been her daily habit, I knoew it because I came to her room many times. Shamefully, I forgot where I put mine..I searched in the cupboard, drawer and then back inside the cupboard.Finally, I found it. I gave it to her with embarassement. I hardly forgot where I put mine because I seldom reciting the Quran.hmmm.....I should improve in this.
After one week of intensive practice for grading. Finally, it's the day when I supposed to let everything out. This morning, during my Taekwondo grading test, there are more children there then teenagers like me (Teen??Hahaha..).It's so embarassing to see small children has coloured belts.Me, just a beginner with white belt.Hahaha...To add more awkwardness, they being graded the same as me, no specialty or special rules to them. During the test, some of the children stood in front of me and confidently performing the test. Before I being tested, I saw a little boy scratched his head during the test and also picked his nose during punching act.hahaha...It's so funny!Me and my friend laughed a lot watching while them.
Below are photos during the Taekwondo grading test
I have few unfinished business! and badly, I'm still feeling unwell after walking when the sun is right above my head just now. This week is going to be tough..The event that I have helped to manage since last semester is going to became reality this Saturday. I pray that everything is going to be as smooth as planned. I wrote countless letters just for this event. Being a secretary is not as easy as it looks like..It's stressful.
All of you are invited. The ticket is only RM2, you can get it from the booth at DK foyer. Let's come and watch Malam Citrabayu 2010. Seven universities all over peninsular Malaysia is going to compete for the winner title .YB Datuk Tawfiq Abu Bakar Titingan is going to have the honour do the opening ceremony.Thanks for coming YB datuk. We really appreciate your support.
Another post will be posted SOON!!
My friend slept in my room last night because it's too late when we finally decided to stop discussing about our lab report last night.It has past midnight. She lives at Tekun but she is too sleepy to walk back to her hostel. This morning, I woke up early because I got Taekwondo grading test today. The bus will depart at 8.15am from Sungai Dua gate.That's mean I have to walk to Sungai Dua since it's Sunday and no commuter bus service today. My friend performed her solat at my room and after she finished, she asked me for Al-Quran. Reciting Quran has been her daily habit, I knoew it because I came to her room many times. Shamefully, I forgot where I put mine..I searched in the cupboard, drawer and then back inside the cupboard.Finally, I found it. I gave it to her with embarassement. I hardly forgot where I put mine because I seldom reciting the Quran.hmmm.....I should improve in this.
After one week of intensive practice for grading. Finally, it's the day when I supposed to let everything out. This morning, during my Taekwondo grading test, there are more children there then teenagers like me (Teen??Hahaha..).It's so embarassing to see small children has coloured belts.Me, just a beginner with white belt.Hahaha...To add more awkwardness, they being graded the same as me, no specialty or special rules to them. During the test, some of the children stood in front of me and confidently performing the test. Before I being tested, I saw a little boy scratched his head during the test and also picked his nose during punching act.hahaha...It's so funny!Me and my friend laughed a lot watching while them.
Below are photos during the Taekwondo grading test
I have few unfinished business! and badly, I'm still feeling unwell after walking when the sun is right above my head just now. This week is going to be tough..The event that I have helped to manage since last semester is going to became reality this Saturday. I pray that everything is going to be as smooth as planned. I wrote countless letters just for this event. Being a secretary is not as easy as it looks like..It's stressful.
All of you are invited. The ticket is only RM2, you can get it from the booth at DK foyer. Let's come and watch Malam Citrabayu 2010. Seven universities all over peninsular Malaysia is going to compete for the winner title .YB Datuk Tawfiq Abu Bakar Titingan is going to have the honour do the opening ceremony.Thanks for coming YB datuk. We really appreciate your support.
Another post will be posted SOON!!
January 30, 2010
Sunset
In this post, I'm going to talk about self-defense. Defense is important. Either physically or mentally, you must have it. I'm learning Taekwondo which is the physical one. But mentally, I'm still weak.Hmmmm... You shouldn’t let people step on you. In order for this, you should not be Miss Nice all the time. Sometimes, when people joked “too much” about you, you should voice out and defense yourself to that person. Doing something you seen as a bit “not nice” is necessary for you to earn some respect, and it will avoid people messing with you. Trust me.
Real busy days of the week have passed by. Now, I just realized the importance of having a good mood at the very first class of the day. Just like the importance of having the first meal of the day(breakfast). This to ensure so that you will went to all classes the rest of the day with enthusiastically and with focus. If you screwed your first class, then all things for the day seems to went wrong..Fuhhh~~~.This is from what I experienced.
And another thing, when you never say "no" to things you don't want to do..Eventually, people turn out to think that you going to say "yes" every time. Then, they will ask you to do something without really asking for your agreement, they are thinking that you will do it anyway. As a conclusion, screw me!
I just started my family tree at Geni. It's kind of fun. Still in progress to invite all my family members to join. Why don't you try this..It's real fun!
I have lots of stories to tell.But I kept on forgetting all the things I planned to write. I'll write it as soon as I remember..ok? Thanks for reading....
January 7, 2010
Something is not quite right..
Since I have reached my 20s..Something about me seems to change.. I don't really sure whether the change is a good thing or not..hmmmm...To be honest, I have became too emotional when watching TV programs or movies...My tears will always fall off whenever I'm watching sad or touching story.Sometimes, even when watching oprah! kekekeke..I don't know where does this came from. I used to laugh at people who cried when watching or even reading sad novel. I mean, REALLY tease and laugh at them. hahahaha...
But, I won't let people see me cry. I will immediately wipe the liquid off my cheek and try to pretend nothing happened. But I think, my sister do notice.hahaha..Anyway, it is a sign that my feminine site is being expressed.hahaha...
Next, I want to talk about the change in term of how we of enjoy our happy time. Nowadays cameras are everywhere.Your handphone has camera, people have their own dslr or digital cam and CCTV is also everywhere.haha!(you should see my hostel.). You might ask, what about camera?
For me, the quality of having really great time is fading as too much pictures are taken during the memorable moment. Why? Long ago, when we went to have a memorable moment we will took FEW pictures, so that it will be something to remember.The moment, places and people. The rest, we will just spend the time with all sorts of activities. Now, it seems to me like we are spending longer time enjoying taking pictures than to really enjoying the moment itself.
Like myself, I have more than 100 pictures of people during an event from my camera alone. Pictures from other people's camera is not counted yet. In just one event, we wasted our time to take too much photos that we won't be needing. Especially the pictures with the same background, people wearing same shirt but different pose..
For me, snaping of photos disturbing the flow of the memorable moment. Maybe some people will say that they enjoying the moment by taking pictures. I don't really sure, whether they only enjoy the photography session or the moment itself.. I sure hope the latter, but both is better.
It is just how I see this thing, it is up to all af you to judge.
But, I won't let people see me cry. I will immediately wipe the liquid off my cheek and try to pretend nothing happened. But I think, my sister do notice.hahaha..Anyway, it is a sign that my feminine site is being expressed.hahaha...
Next, I want to talk about the change in term of how we of enjoy our happy time. Nowadays cameras are everywhere.Your handphone has camera, people have their own dslr or digital cam and CCTV is also everywhere.haha!(you should see my hostel.). You might ask, what about camera?
For me, the quality of having really great time is fading as too much pictures are taken during the memorable moment. Why? Long ago, when we went to have a memorable moment we will took FEW pictures, so that it will be something to remember.The moment, places and people. The rest, we will just spend the time with all sorts of activities. Now, it seems to me like we are spending longer time enjoying taking pictures than to really enjoying the moment itself.
Like myself, I have more than 100 pictures of people during an event from my camera alone. Pictures from other people's camera is not counted yet. In just one event, we wasted our time to take too much photos that we won't be needing. Especially the pictures with the same background, people wearing same shirt but different pose..
For me, snaping of photos disturbing the flow of the memorable moment. Maybe some people will say that they enjoying the moment by taking pictures. I don't really sure, whether they only enjoy the photography session or the moment itself.. I sure hope the latter, but both is better.
It is just how I see this thing, it is up to all af you to judge.
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