April 25, 2009

Making the same mistake TWICE??

Hi has been a very very long time since I have my last post..My exams for this semester are over but I still have one more practical evaluation this monday..It means that, I still have to study for it...

I realize that I am not doing things that will improve myself.Instead, I'm just making myself more terrible. I should have increase my quality to be a good "modal insan".Seriously, it is really terrible to think back, that I didn't do anything to fix the wrong side of my behavior and attitude. People always say that, "hari esok lebih baik daripada hari ini", but for me, it's not really turns out that way..

Making the same mistakes twice really affect me,psychologically...AaarrggHhhh! It really makes me feel myself is a disaster..

April 1, 2009

Thanks guys!

I shouldn't be that emotional.. I feel quite uncomfortable when reading the my post that I published last night. I just sound so "pathetic",so I removed it..So do the previous post.At this time, I shouldn't have think about those unnecessary things, I should have focus fully to my study.Exam is just around the corner.

I have a really sweet dream last night. It's like a story to make me realize on the thing that bothering me these few days. In that dream, prejudice takes place. After eventually knowing the truth, it is something sweet instead.Hehehe..I'm the one guilty in that dream because of my prejudice. I'm glad that I have that dream. I woke up from bed and just like getting a sign that I shouldn't have act that way towards the problem that I've faced. Like that someone say, I should have "berprasangka baik". The dream really mean a lot. I wish that it will really come true. :-)