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July 27, 2010

Going places

Hello readers... here I am again writing on my purposeless blog. How am I doing? Fine..thanks for asking.hahaha... In thie entry I will write about my activities take/took place outside the island.

Last week, several friends asked me to join Green Lung Capacity Building workshop in a chalet at Kedah. But due to fatigue and exhaustion, I decided to just skip that and enjoy my weekend lying on my loyal bed. But things not go as I expected, my GANG plan to go for a ferry ride to Seberang Perai. It's actually just to experience the ferry ride and never meant to visit any place there. As we are already there, we took a bus ride to Megamall. It's the first time for some of my friend. I'm just so excited being at the mall because there's so much store selling cute stuffs. I wandering around looking at all those toys, cartoon pillows, bears, dolls etc without even buying. I'm just so happy doing so..haha...




Above paragraph just mentioned about what had happened. Now I will share about my plan of going out to places. This weekend, I will be going to Genting Highland!! yeay! Some of the fee will be paid by my persatuan(maybe some maybe all.don't know yet). I just can't wait. We going to spend a night there. It definitely will be great as I knew all of those who are going real well.We are all buddies.

Next, if everything goes as plan, I will be going to the Majlis Berbuka Puasa Mahasiswa Sabah di Semenanjung Malaysia in PWTC. Hopefully, I will be free at the time. I really hoping that I can make it this time, I missed it last year sue to Taekwondo Practical Test is done exactly on the same day the event was held.

I don't go back to Tawau this raya due to some circumstances. So, I will just be celebrating raya at Klang with my 3 siblings. The house is close to the place where Nasma will be staying. Nasma and her other three siblings. (Her bro just entered UM) I think it is not that bad. After all, I'm with part of my family.. Nasma is planning  to beraya at some houses during the season. One of them is XXXXX's house.hahaha.. Just  wait and I'm going to tell all of you as soon as it happens.

That's all. I like going to places!:-P

July 23, 2010

Knowing my body

I'm 21 now. Okay I want to repeat it again, for your information, I'm 21.

I live with my body my whole life. I live in it but I don't really know it that well. But now, I know some of the things that happening to my body that I've never ever heard of it before.And I'm still in the process to get to know it better.

I have contact dermatitis. I'm allergic to metal. I can't wear any bracelet and anything that in contact with my skin that contain/made up of metal. I only can wear silver/gold/platinum. I'm serious. I just wore a RM10 watch few days back and now I have rashes on my left hand. It's itchy and it will only get worse if I scratch it.

Next, I'm lactose in tolerance. My digestive system just unable to digest lactose.(shortage of lactase enzyme that's responsible for this purpose) Eventually, my body will eliminate all the lactose a moment after I ingested it. I only can take small quantity of lactose-containing-food to avoid diarrhea and abdominal pain. So, don't give me milk or even cheese. ( I just bought large quantity of it last week, sadly I can't consume it) :-(

I have muscles in my legs that are always cramp. I've been prescribed with calcium supplement due to this. Lack of calcium will cause your muscles to contract frequently without appropriate reason.

I have dense and large skeleton. That's why I'm heavy. It's not the fat, it's just BONES. :-p

I have anxiety disorder. My body always shakes every time I'm nervous/feeling uneasy/shocked/surprised and etc. That's why I never ever think of becoming a doctor. If there's a device where you can measure the degree of my body shaking due to nervousness, I think I will win over Haziq AF4. hehehehe..

I'm better in writing than speaking. I don't speak much, I don't speak at the time I should be talking, I don't talk to stranger(even my relatives), I don't like to talk publicly and only close friends and family know how talkative I am. I just like to keep my mouth shut. Don't say that I'm arrogant. It's just that my mouth is full with diamonds inside.:-p

There are more. But it seems that it's not good to expose all my weaknesses to stranger/public. haha..
Until next time. Have a great days ahead, dear readers.

Cherishing life

Despite of what happen in the beginning of this year, I can now obviously see the positive effects of THAT event to me. I'm a more happier person than I used to be in many ways.. But still, I don't like people to bring that up.Now, I'm appreciating my life, every second of it..

I realized that it's so fortunate of me to be given a chance to study here in USM. It's a wonderful campus with wonderful people, fun life, at the center of developing Penang, given freedom by the university (you can enter the hostel compound whenever you like) but still the crime is uncommon.(Not that I'm aware of)

I'm am able to score in my exam and until now I am able to passed all the papers without having to repeat any.Thanks to Allah. I am given great amount of scholarship, thanks to that I am able to buy a vehicle for academic purpose. I'm given by Allah a good health with friends around me that care about me, calls me to remind me of classes, care about me, make me laughs and accompany me always. I even met a cousin of mine whose taking the same course as me and she is just sitting beside me in every lecture, giving me opinions of hers in every little thing that I've gone through and my every dilemma. I also have several opposite gender friends who are really good, fun and eat at the same table with me during lunch. They even wait for me first before going anywhere. Last but not least, my PERSIS friends.

I have supportive parents and siblings whose I knew loved me with all their hearts.

Plus, I also have a really great room mate/best friend. :-)

In my heart, I decided I'll let it be what it has been.. I think, this is the best road that I've taken. I do not think that there's a better one.:-)

Thank you Allah. Now, I'm cherishing my life..

July 21, 2010

MLM

Sebentar tadi, saya baru sahaja menjamah Nasi Putih Pecal Ayam yang saya beli dari Solihin Cafe. Ini merupakan menu kegemaran saya di USM selain sup ayam Restoran Gee Tom Yam. Saya sangat lapar kerana baru balik dari mengambil sem gred d Foyer dewan. Dengan rakusnya, saya menjamah makanan tersebut sambil menahan kepedasan sambal yang diberikan bersama hidangan tersebut. Dengan erti kata lain, saya menjamah makanan tersebut sambil menahan hingus kepedasan. 

Tiba-tiba, seorang wanita dalam usia pertengahan menegur saya dan katanya ingin berbual dengan saya.Saya hanya mengangguk dan terus menikmati makanan tadi. Saya masih asyik lagi mengopek2 dada ayam menggunakan tangan kanan yang diselaputi kuah makanan dan dia pun bertanya.." Sudah habis kelas?". Dengan acuh tak acuh saya menjawab,"sudah, kelas cancel". Dia bertanya lagi " kamu final year?" dan aku mula berasa curiga setelah memerhatikan T-shirt yang dipakainya tertera jenama sebuah produk. Saya menjawab lagi "Saya third year, tahun depan baru final year". Saya menjawab semua soalan-soalan yang dia kemukakan dengan senyuman tetapi penuh kecurigaan.

Selepas itu, dia mula bertanya soalan yang saya harapkan daripada dia. " Kamu pernah dengar produk E*M**A?" Saya pun memberitahunya yang saya hanya menggunakan sabun mandi untuk membasuh muka(dahulu ya..sekarang tidak lagi). Dia pun menjelaskan tentang keseimbangan pH dan menyatakan bahawa produk ini berasal dr UK. Dia menambah lagi bahawa saya tidak perlu menjual produk untuk mendapat keuntungan. Saya hanya perlu menggunakan sendiri produk itu. Dengan kata lain, membeli barangan yang dijual dengan kerap.Saya mula rasa terganggu dan seperti biasa saya akan cuba menghabiskan Nasi Putih Pecal Ayam itu.  Saya hanya diam dan hanya bersuara apabila dia mula bertanyakan soalan tentang latar belakang keluarga saya. Tidak lama selepas saya diam dan dia tidak lagi bertanya soalan, dia akhirnya mengucapkan "thank you" dan membawa diri pergi.

Saya masih belajar dan ini bukan masa untuk saya untuk menumpukan benda-benda sebegini. Kerugian kawan-kawan lain (mungkin ditipu) sehingga mencecah rm2500 membuat saya sendiri "trauma" dan memandang negatif terhadap mereka yang mem"promote" bisnes sebegini. Saya tidak bermaksud semua yang menceburkan diri dalam bisnes ini begitu, namun ada sesetengah orang yang kelihatan sungguh terdesak sehinggakan sanggup mengguris perasaan kawan sendiri. Tali persahabatan pun semakin renggang disebabkan "duit". Ada juga yang bercakap tentang bisnes ini setiap kali kita berjumpa dengannya, sehingga pada suatu tahap orang lain mula menjauhkan diri dan mengumpat tentangnya(bukan saya).

Sesungguhnya, maruah diri itu jauh lebih penting daripada kekayaan.
P/S: Encik Tan,Pensyarah BM saya mesti berasa bangga dengan saya.:-p

July 16, 2010

Reference books..


Take a look at the picture above. It is a list of books that we are suggested to buy for this semester. As you can see, the grand total of the books are RM1248 (after discounted). So, here I am, looking at this piece of paper, with a mechanical pencil in my hand and an eraser besides me, marking the book that I want to buy. When I hesitate, then I will erase the mark that I've just written and start thinking again and marking again.Nasma said just now, I'm so stingy to spend on books.

Actually there are several things that made me hesitate. I've promise my lil' brother something worth RM300 and he had been waiting a year for it. Plus, I don't really like to read reference books. (I love lecture notes,It's compact and just little to read). But if I think wisely, there are many reasons JPA gave the amount of scholarship to us. One of them for sure is to buy BOOKS. But again, here I am thinking to cut short the spending on BOOKS and more on other NOT REALLY IMPORTANT THINGS. 

Years back when I'm in primary school, I still remember, in my class there's only 8 pupils borrowed books through the Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks(SPBT) and near the end of academic session it's compulsory for us to erase all the things that we have written in all those text books. I erased all that until my fingers became red and swell. I was studying in a Chinese school and you can see why there's not much pupil borrowed text books. By the time, the text books that I needed to buy is worth less than RM150. But still, my parents can't afford it(4 siblings studying and only my dad goes to works with salary  just about RM1000) Now, situation completely different, my dad is still working and the salary of senior police nowadays is okay. My brother have got a job. Plus, I'm on scholarship. 

Seems like everything changed so drastically.....(I'm still can't believe that I'm 21)

But still, it's thousands ringgit worth of books I'm talking about, here.(Senior said that all books are useful and some are really important until we graduate and work). Maybe I will just buy half of the listed books.

Hmmmmmm.......I must decide.

July 15, 2010

Being a website admin

I'm currently so into editing the official PERSIS website until I no longer interested to update this blog. I'm Biro Perhubungan Awam in PERSIS for this academic session. I'm actually "turun pangkat" because last time I was the secretary. I'm 3rd year already and quite busy, but they need extra hand, so I agreed to just take this position.

www.persis.webnode.com

I've just finished designing the header of the website. But, I think it's not that good. Last time Najah designed for us. He's really good in this photo designing and also anything that involves multimedia. Unfortunately, the YDP has give the duty of this website-maintainance thing to me. So,  take a look at the website.That's what happen when I get to do thing that I'm not really good at.

See you next time. Daaa....

July 12, 2010

First lecture

Hello everyone. I just had my first lecture day for this semester. It's a direct 4hours of lectures. It starts at 9. I look at my fellow coursemate nothings change.My left and right(Steven and Nasma), both show me their new sony ericsson handphones. Me still with my K660i.Old and short-circuited something inside.It always restart.Multiple times a day.

I'm thinking of buying a new phone, but maybe I shouldn't. This sem, all of us (pharmacy students) need to buy almost RM1000 worth of reference books. (ehehehe..can I not buy it?)

Bad news of the day -
USM don't permit students to register more than 20 units of courses. That's mean, I'm screwed! I have to take 21 units this semester so that I can focus on my practical in forth year (not having to take courses other than the core subjects). I just pray that they will tolerate with my condition.Huhu...For your information, I will take full units of 20 again ,next sem.

What a packed schedule.. what a hectic semester.. I'm hoping that everything will go on smoothly without any glitch.

July 9, 2010

Nabila bagi award..yeye..

Jeng..jeng..jeng.. ni la awardnya..Tapi aku xnak jd mcm rabbit tu, ade 2 gigi terkuar kat depan.


Thanks Nabila.Hehe..Ikhlas ke ko bagi ni?Aku ambik ekk..
Memandangkan aku terima award ini dengan besar hatinya, , aku kenalah jawab soalan2 yang dibagi di bawah.ehehehe...Ni award bersyarat rasanya.Klu xjwb soalan, x cute!

Apa nama blog kamu dan kenapa letak nama tu?
Ikin's way out. Sebab blog ni berunsur emo untuk aku melepaskan apa2 yang mengganggu fikiranku. Lepas habis taip blog...memang terasa lega.macam baru habis pukul orang punching bag.hahaha..kira taip blog ni salah satu cara aku lepaskan masalah aku.tambah masalah adela..

Bila blog anda mula beroperasi?
Blog ini lama dh dibuat. Kalau xsilap, masa tunggu result matrik.tahun 2008 Tapi masa tu syok sendiri je. Xda sapa2 pun yang tau.  Masalah cintan-cintun yang buat aku buat blog ni sebenarnye. Ahakz!

Siapa follower pertama anda?
Rosli kot..

Ucapan kepada pemberi award
Ehehe..Hai nabila..jumpa di USM nnt. :-p.dtgla bilik aku nnt, aku ade bwak amplang.

Tag 9 orang yang anda rase patut dapat award ni
Byknya...emm...

Rosli
Aida (ko dah delete blog ko ke?)
Gwen
Mista Blogga 
Muli
tu je..xpe kan.. yang lain dah dapat dah award ni.

July 8, 2010

Update again

Location: Kolej Harun Aminurrasyid Cafe, Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris
Activity: Online via UPSI Jaring wireless using my sis friend's id
Exact spot: My laptop is on a round desk near the beige-colored wall. I'm sitting on a plastic chair facing the wall, near a socket ( to plug the laptop charger.)
Companion : My sis and her room mate
Attire: Red short-sleeves t-shirt, black hand socks, black tracksuit, black tudung, my croc's sandal (pirated)
Websites I currently browsing: http://www.biasiswa.sabah.gov.my ; http://www.facebook.com ; http://www.blogger.com ; http://healthycampus.usm.my ; http://www.yahoo.com
Mood : Plain but a bit awkward
Surrounding : Some new students who's currently having their orientation week just passed by and chatting among themselves ; some workers are pushing a trolley. The screeching sound from the tires are making too much noise. ; I also can hear the sound of water flowing from the plumbing on the ceiling above me.
Thinking about : Where am I going to sleep this Sunday night ; that Pharmex thing that I haven't done ; My spectacle not that efficient anymore
I'm going to : Force my bro to buy me a 500gb external hard disk as he had promised me ; renew my motorcycle license,insurance, roadtax(everything is expired)
Information that I just got: Today is Thursday, Mustaqim is actually not lying to me (refer to facebook).

I just ate : Srumbled fried egg, fried salted fish cooked with "air asam", rice, some sambal
I wish I can : Fly anywhere anytime..

-I miss home-

July 7, 2010

Anger management

Finally, I got my chance to online since last Saturday (the day I left my hometown) .Here is a story I want to tell since then.

When I’m line up to check-in for my light to Kuala Lumpur, some event occurs. There’s suddenly an additional queue line one my right when I nearly reach my turn to check-in. Then, the person in front of me  finally dealing with the staff at the counter, the man(that started the additional queue line is at my right) is lifting his bag closer to the counter,  I’m already standing there for like 30 minutes, how can he pretend like it’s nothing?  

As soon as the person in front of me finished, he said to the pak cik “dululah pakcik”. Me at the back was like even mad. That boy just left his trolley there to block me from the counter just to let the pak cik first. When the pak cik is dealing with his luggage issue and stuff, that way wanted  to push the trolley but he couldn’t pass by with me blocking the way, I just won’t move. But eventually I have to, because my sis told me to. Can you see now how stubborn and crazy I am.Huh.. 

When I’m angry, I do something that look so brave but it’s stupid. Maybe people won’t understand. But I just don't agree when you snatch away people's rights just to serve a good deed for others. It's terrible.

I learning to control my anger, though. It's not like I'm a bad person or something. This anger thing just like a package to me. You have me, then the anger is along with it. We just like sisters.hahaha..

July 2, 2010

A post before flying to KL

Tomorrow, I will be flying to Kuala Lumpur. So, before traveling anywhere, I have to go shopping for some things. As usual, I will buy some food such as amplang and kuih cincin. Below are the things that I've bought this time.

Only these. Lesser than last time coz I don't promise anyone anything this time.

I bought a carpet. Just to add something on my hostel room's floor e room will be more comfortable. It's only RM15.

Now I have difficulty packing all this things to a small bag. I have another bag but the zip has broken..Plus, I have to fold the above carpet and put it into a bag. I'll figure it out later. I pray that I will have a safe journey tomorrow with my sis. Huhu... To be honest, I don't feel like leaving home.

It's my bro's frame. He organized our passport photos and it just look nice. Altogether 6 members of our family.:-)

July 1, 2010

Ehem...I'm here.

The day after tomorrow, I will be flying to Kuala Lumpur. Then, I will follow my sis to her house in Tanjung Malim.I will stay there until the new semester begins(about a week) and I will fly again to Penang. I have to go back this early because I've bought early ticket(since last year).I blame the academic calendar for giving false date of when the lectures will begin. It is still acceptable for me because the flight tickets are really cheap. So, here I am writing a new post before going back to peninsular.

I have a new pet. It is a "he" .It's called "budak hitam"..It's a stray cat but we took care of it. It's really smart.But it talks too much (I mean meowing..hihi)


Isn't it cute?hehehe..

Next story, my cousin who is a teacher in my secondary school, gave us a treat at Pizzahut just now. I estimated that she spend almost a hundred just based on extra drinks and meals that we ordered.(plus the tax and service charge)

My bro took this pic. Not centered.  My lil cousin is still wearing her school uniform.haha
(Wahh..my teeth is so white. The whitening toothpaste that I'm currently using is working..yeah..hahahaaha..)

My mom asked me to take a look at Giacomo catalog.She asked me to choose suitable Melamine plate to add in her collection.

Few days later, we received the ordered items. A dozen of Giacomo Melamine 10' dinner plates for RM140. It's really beautiful.. It's look like I'm into this now.haha..

Just now, 20 classmates of F2T11 07/08 are gathered in Facebook message. We are planning to organize a reunion. I'm not sure if it will really be happening.Students like us can't afford the travel unless we are living in the same city.
 
That's all the update.. Pictures is less boring than words right?Until next time...