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One of my follower of this blog asked me personally about my plan to change the blog url. I decided not to because I appreciate my followers now, although they are not much(I don't expose my blog url to public), but at least the followers that I have now are always loyal reading my blog.Especially you!hehe...

Last week, I went to two dinners at two different hotel. It was fun! I eat a lot. I think, I need to be careful about my weight from now on..huhu

So, here are some pictures of Taekwondo Night..

Our table.It is in the middle



Posing at the lift
Pictures of Post-chinese New Year Celebration at Gurney Hotel, you can see it in my fb profile.Many of my friend tagged me in their photos.Hehe..Just want to upload one pic of this event.

KML Bersatu. We are the future Pharmacists!
I just intended to show pictures in this post.hehehe...

Malam Anugerah PERSIS 2010

I'm the project leader for this event. For all Sabahan in USM, You are invited for this award night+dinner. You only have to pay for RM15 for this buffet dinner per person. It cost us RM30 for each you know. Luckily we have some sponsor and extra saving in our society account..

The poster above is designed by Najamuddin. Credit to him.(actually, I intended to ask someone else to design it at the first place)

But, everything changed....

My first ever vehicle

This is my first ever vehicle (bicycle is not counted). Hehehe...Still holding the L licence. The guard has really did a good job in threatening me to put the L sticker. I have sooo much things to write in this blog. Just waiting for the free time. I will publish it tomorrow if I have the opportunity to. :-D

I'm in between stage 3 and 4

This post will only comprises of my opinions and not facts.

Stage one: You will suffer from extreme loneliness, feel want to cry every time you see something that made you remind of him. You always want to be alone, you will cry in your sleep and you will wake up the next morning feeling helpless.

Stage two: No more crying. You started to hate him. You are emotionally unstable, you hate to hear anything about him or hate seeing things reminded you to him. Basically, you just feel like throwing him with stones. You started to spend more time with your friends and simple being outgoing.

Stage three : You started to feel comfortable being single. You started to be convince that you have made a correct decision. But, you still think of him every time people talk about their gf or bf or when you see couple dating. At this stage, you still want to know what he is up to. Deep in your heart, you still care:-)

Stage four : You still be reminded to him when people ask about him. But most of the time, you feel like nothing had ever happened, forgetting that you used to have a bf and forgetting the fact that you had broke up with someone. You think more of other people than him. At this stahttp://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=4418388797880209535&postID=2929799986195283278ge, you are in the safe zone. You have successfully gone through the difficult stages after breaking up! Bravo!!




I just want to show you guys that I'm happy. Can you see it from my smile? :-p

My experience

Love is really something magical for me, on how it can really affects my daily life. How it can affects my behavior, turning me from bad to nice, increase my confidence and etc.

Let me tell you about my experience in matriculation year, that was the time when I was seriously fallen in love. It is just like some kind of hypnosis changing my life as I known before. World feels like such a wonderful place. No more boring life as I used to gone through, although I'm doing the same thing over and over again. My love one's face (at that time) cheer up my day, his smile blew me away and I lead the rest of the day with smile on my face thinking about him. I think about him all the time, hope to see him everywhere I go, I want to tell all my friends that I'm with him and I cried a lot while thinking that matriculation is ending and I'm not going to be near to him anymore..(so stupid)

Everything changed right after the matriculation year ended. He is in Sarawak & I'm in Sabah. For my friend from peninsular,no, people don't drive from Sabah to Sarawak, and again no, it is not near,it may takes more than 24hours or so. So, as a conclusion, we can't meet.

I don't know why and how, we just keep on having disagreements when we are far away. My friend said that, our "base" has not "mature" yet when we finally has to be far apart. Just two months into a relationship and then we have to be far away from each other.It is not ideal. Just imagine, like you used to meet everyday and he lived less than 1km from you, ans suddenly you can't meet him and he is nowhere near you. This kind of relationship can't hardly maintain.(just my opinion)

What I regret about love is, most of the time,it is temporary....Why feelings must changed? Why people did something that will make the feeling disappear? Why we must have feelings after all, if it is not permanent?

I wish I will experience this feeling again. It's so pleasurable like I'm on drug or something. But I do hope, this time, it will be permanent~~~