Headquater Members!!Hehehe...

Finally I got a chance to upload several photos..yeye...Just wanna introduce to all of you,THE HQ MEMBERS-- Dith,Jaja,Gwen,Nad,Cath and me!!

I spend a lot of time with them..Going out to town...Doing silly things with them..Really enjoying my life now...hehehe...



At the Gurney Drive


Hehehe..which one is mine?


Trying the same t-shirt in the fitting room.We bought it and let it be our official t-shirt


Our official T-shirt


Spending our time together

05/03/2009

What so special about today??hehe...Today is the day when my father celebrate his 47th birthday..Hehehe...My dad already 47 years old but already has 24 years old son.. Wow..That's the advantage to marry at the young age..Is it an advantage?hehehe..off course!

My dad is a very serious person don't like to talk much. I don't really say a lot of things to him. When he is in the good mood,he loves to make joke but still....I don't share everything with him because he will never stop giving advices and not so "sporting" dealing with teenager issues..When I screwed up, made mistakes..I only told my mom and ask her to not telling my father. I respect my father so much..If he scolded me, I will just started crying...After roughly 10 minutes, he will eventually come to make me stop crying..Offer me many things especially food. That's his unique side.. There's few times when I say something to him..Few sentences, but he don't even reply me a word..Just simple nodding with the serious face. I know that he's not in the good mood. Kind of scary..

When I was in secondary school, when it's time to call up parents to school,to meet the teacher and get the semester result, I will ask my dad to go..Still remember when I was in form 1, I'm holding my father's hand walking inside the school..and my friends started to call me as "manja". But you know what...I love they call me that..hehehe..

This early morning, my mom called,asked me to online at noon because my brother will go back to KK tomorrow.Today is the last day he's in Tawau before going back to KK and after that to Sarawak..My mom said, he want to see me through webcam.Then, I stay online until noon..And my sister just keep on reminding me to call my dad to wish him "happy birthday".But both of us feel kind of awkward..We are not "open" to show our feelings to each other..So, my sis keep on asking me to call my dad first, followed by her..She said that she is older, so let the younger one wish first..She is just making up silly rules...I know she is feeling a bit awkward to do so..I just keep on laughing on my sister silly excuses.

Today, its kind of fun because I spend a lot of time communicating with my family..a lot of joy and laughter although I'm into a really big problem now..Just like forgot about it already.. That's what people always say, make yourself laugh when you are into a problem..and simply you will forget about it for a while.

Me and my sister discussed about flight tickets home this coming raya. Looked at the price, all are very expensive..I've promised to pay for my sis tickets too...Hope nothing will stop us to go home.

I hope I can go back home this coming raya..I don't want to experience the previous raya again..Staying at my friend's house, with her sleeping because tired of her non-stop work..I don't even go out until the 4th day of raya.( for me raya is a week.hehehehe).Completely alone.. no greeting card, no nothing! Everybody is busy with their life and they simply forget about you.I only got phone call from my family members.But luckily, I still have "raya sms" that I got from few friends..If not because of takbir raya in the morning,TV and these sms,I will not believe that Aidilfitri is on that particular day..

Luckily, my friend has broadband..I can online 24hours a day..at least there is something I can enjoy doing while everybody else is enjoy eating ketupat,lemang,rendang and playing "bunga api".( I also want!!). Probably, I will spend a lot of money just to buy the flight tickets home for this coming raya.. But I will sacrifice just in order to not experience the situation as raya before again..Hope so!If not, I will feel that "dendang perantau" is a very sad song.hehehe..

That's all for this post..Thank you for reading..Don't know who should I talk to, that's why I wrote all these here..huhuhu...Until then..See you!

These few days....(supposed to be posted 2 days ago)

My life started to turn up side down these few days..huhuhu....All the quizzes that all come at the same time..It's not really a problem for those who study continuously..But for someone like me...I like to study last minutes..It's already turns into a habit..I assigned to many tasks...communication assignment and also in-charge to make slide show presentation for the ethnic relation subject and I haven't finish them yet...I just have 1 quiz and there's many left to go...and TOMORROW..The "a lot to remember subject" quiz...So, hoping that everything is gonna be find..So called "miracle" will happen..so that I will have full mark..Hahaha..If only I can achieve that...

My relationship don't really turn that well these few days.I started to loss my mood. Friends send message to me, I have no mood to reply them. Friends ask me to go out this Sunday, but I've rejected them.I feel kind of stress..and the worst is...I also become moody to my bf..sorry..Also, I haven't do my duty to watch the PERSIS ticket counter..I hope Kak Aslina won't be mad at me...

For the PERSIS night, they chose PURPLE as the theme..So, I already bought one outfit for it..additional expenses for not so important event..But, I should just enjoy it..Friends suggested everyone to wear high heels, hmmmm...I'm still thinking..But I think, I should try wearing one..hehehe..

I just check for flight ticket this afternoon..Found a cheap one on 3rd of May..But when I check it again just now...It's price increased RM79( not increased to RM79, RM79 is cheap what..)..That's means...My ticket home will be RM200++..nearly RM300 perhaps..one way ticket back home costs this much..I'm stressed.!I wish I have a credit card..So that no more waiting, and no more price increased due to waiting for my sister to free and go to town to buy it for me..

Tomorrow, I have Dosage Form practical..That's mean another additional quiz and also....extemporaneous test..Huhuhu....

Wish me luck in the coming days..Less stress,happier life!! Can't wait to go back home..

One thought...

I got so many things to say..But unfortunately I can't upload any photo here.It is hard to write about any event that I been through without photo... .The connection is here is too slow that prevent me to do so..

Let me just express my thoughts on things that bothering me these few days..

I really feel free when I spend time with my Sabahan friends..Any event that they ask me to join, I will join...Although I have other things to do...The things that I like when I was with them is, I'm free to talk...Free to be myself...I trust them...Don't afraid of their impression on me...Because they just won't have any kind of negative judgements on anybody..

Sometimes, I just feel hard to be along with my course mates..Don't know why..Maybe because I came from East Malaysia..Never been out from Sabah for 19years..Or maybe I still need time to adapt to the new environment here in USM..

My dad is from Parit,Perak..But been at sabah for most of his life due to work..He's a policeman..But, he likes Sabah so much that he decided not to move back to peninsula yet..Besides, we all born here..And this is where he met my mom..Hehehe..Still remember..Once, there is a football match,Sabah vs Perak and we watch it together at home...All of us go for Sabah..The only person that support the opposite team is my dad..Hehehe..And eventually Sabah takes the gold..And my dad seems a little bit frustrated..hehe..

Back to my life here..Luckily, I just found out that I have a cousin here..And I trust her so much..Because we are blood-related!!Trusting family is better than trusting anybody else right.? I like my cousin's gang too...They are nice..and I can see the strong bond between the Tekunist..True friendship..And...It's really great to be a part of them sometimes..

I just can't see how friendship workout when you're talking bad things about each other at the back..I really try not to do that..Sometimes, we only realize what people do, but we ourselves don't realize that we are also doing the same thing...Protect me from these kinds of thing...Ya Allah..

It is really torturing to see this kind of friendship..You can't fix it...And it's hard to just advise them..eventually I just become the "bystander", and worst I support one side due to the bad statement about the side made by the other side.And I started to form a negative impression of the one side without any prove..Just believing what the other side said..

The other one is when, one just befriend with someone just to get benefit..And the other one also hoping the same..Sometimes it is acceptable..When someone want to be a ORANG YANG BERIMAN, then be close to those who is religious..know many things about religion..But, the non-acceptable is...when it's come to MATERIAL and GLAMOUROUS FACTOR!huh?!

Friendship supposed to be a truth..If you are unsatisfied with something,just tell and discuss with your friend directly...Have a slow talk..That's how to make a friendship better and not to make it worse..If you really need a place to express your disagreement but you just can't say it to that friend,just have same alternative and medium to express it..Singing..Jumping around..Cycling...many things to do what??

I really afraid of this kind of "FAKE(FALSE) FRIENDSHIP"..huhuhu..hope I will not get into one..

25 things...Dari facebook bawa mari!!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

so...

1. I love to eat spicy food..I can eat a chili without drinking water..My mom always warn me not to eat much..But I still enjoying eating it..
2. It's the first time that I involved myself in a serious relationship..And it's already a year..
3. I can easily sleep with light's on..
4. I've failed a overseas scholarship interview..That's why I'm still here..In malaysia..USM to be exact..
5. Sometimes I feel that I don't know what I really like..Maybe because I like too many things that I don't know how to decide..
6. For me, decision-making is really challenging..Mind-blowing..
7. I'm a "YES" girl..
8. I'm really afraid of person that talk about people's thing too much..I have this insecurity and paranoia that that person will also talk about me...huhuhu...
9. I can't really multi-tasking..I used to learn to play guitar and sing at the same time but I can't. And also playing kompang and singing nasyid at the same time, and I still can't..So I just end up as the "kompang hitter".
10. I got this obvious scar on my face..After being hit by a bicycle when I was 6 years old..
11. I love to eat..And I don't really care about my weight..
12. I have trouble to communicate with people that I respect such as my favourite teachers and also my respectful seniors..Still wondering why..I got this teacher that told my father that I am arrogant just because I don't know what to say to him when I met him..That's because I really respect him so much..
13. I talk depending on my mood..I will just keep quiet when I'm sad..I'm not the type of girl that like to groan.
14. I'm a future pharmacist..
15. I got this scholarship that provide me with money that more than enough for me for each semester.. Almost twice of PTPTN.But then, I still don't think it's enough..
16. The thing on my mind now is...when will the examination timetable will be released?? I can't wait to buy and confirm my flight's tickets home this coming semester break..
17. I'm terrible when it's comes to speaking in front of the public..The Adrenaline blast..huhuhuhuhu...
18. I'm categorized as a stressed person when my teacher do the test of answering some related questions and categorized everyone using a scale..I got "irregular bowel movement" when it's come to "nerves"!
19. I really can't stand to have a friend that follows me anywhere or asking me to accompany her to go anywhere...I need space to be alone sometimes...Not really sometimes,but most of the time...I'm a lone-ranger..
20. I prefer to buy things to other people than buying for myself..I simply just take anything from the store as long as I can use it..But I take hours to shop for others..
21. I used to be a fast runner...just used to be...
22. I think it is easier to be friend with guys compared to girls..Guys don't care much..Girls just care "too much"..
23. My boyfriend is in Johor while I'm here,in Penang..
24. My boyfriend already gone to bed now..
25. Last thursday,I broke my spec..Because I forgot to take it off when I was sleeping..hehehe..But I already fix it..

Tagged: Nabila, Aida , Irfan Hadi