Social skill?

I don't like to stand out.I don't like to be the center of attentions..I don't like crowds of people to look at me..Not when they are strangers.

I do think that something is wrong with me. When there are guests came to my house.I like to be invisible..I don't even like to be seen by them. I will immediately disappear..I rather be stuck in the room for hours, than watching my favourite TV shows in the guest room with a stranger guest. Off course I needed to meet strangers, sometimes. Especially when someone forced me to..Like the other day, my mom asked me to accompany her to a neighbours house..After being persuade, I finally gave up.

I feel awkward doing things like smiling and pretending to be enjoying the chat just to please other. I rather smile sincerely with people that I know that I really care. It doesn't mean that I'm cruel. I'm just didn't feel right while doing that. But I got a high respects for others. I'm surely not good at entertaining guests. Maybe, will also not really good at entertaining future parents-in-law perhaps..huhuhuhu..Once, my teacher said to my father that I am "arrogant". This is one of my weakness.

I will practice though, so that I will be the pleasing-people type! Likeable by others and got friends everywhere, just like my brother. He treats people well. Even laughing and have a really great chats with the elderly. The person who girls easily fall for..I want to have those qualities. (not the last one though..haha!)